COLIN CREEVEY
So my mom asked me to guard the store and shit, so I’m here, and I’m annoyed as hell…
My aunt is here and I’m so close to pulling a shitstorm on her. She talks nonstop. I wouldn’t mind, except she’s my gran’s ungrateful adopted twat, and when my gran was still alive they were no-show and all, didn’t show signs whatsoever that they cared, and now that the will’s apparently out, she and the rest of her heartless opportunist family show up like expectant dogs on the doorstep and demand the biggest room in the house. JUST WHAT THE FUCK DUDES. Can’t you be any more of devils? Motherfuckers.
I’m turning in. xD I have Tax tomorrow and I have to reserve my academic juju. UGH WTF AM I SAYING NOW.
Sweet dreams!
OOC: Yeah bye! :) Good night.
I was the brownie batter anon.
OOC: Aaaaaannnndddd I come back to this :D
(Source: katie---weasley)
I kinda have to go. IM SO SORRY! But my mom just called and she needs help with the store and I HATE IT but I have to go :(
I’ll be back after three hours or so, if she lets me use the computer after that. It would be awesome if you’d still be here. :’)
BYE BYE. See you guys later!
Oh god, she was crying. Colin didn’t know what to do. He knew what he wanted to do; go over to her and make it stop, but he did not know if that would be best, seeing as she had rejected his initial attempt at close proximity. Besides, he wouldn’t know what the fuck to do if he did approach. He took a step forward by instinct and then stopped, his jaw tightening in frustration.
“I’m sorry. Tori…Astoria, I’m sorry. I can’t say that enough. I can’t say how much. But I really really am. I hope you know that.”
“What does it matter if I do?” she replied, still not meeting his gaze. “It’s not like it’s going to change anything.”
Colin should be aware of that, shouldn’t he?
“It matters,” said Colin, desperation on the edge of his voice. He took quick strides towards the swings and crouched down in front of Astoria, risking another exclamation from her by resting his hand on hers over her lap. He looked up at her tear-stained face and tried his best to mean every word he was going to say. “It matters, Tori, and it changes something. Because if you believe me, if you believe I regret everything about that night, if you believe I’m terribly sorry—and dammit, Tori, I am…
“Then I would dare hope for a second chance with you.”
No really. It is. And it does.
“Oh yeah?” Astoria snapped at him, looking up, her grip on the chains on either side of her tightening. “Because I can’t have you breaking my heart like that again, Creevey.” She paused, her emotions so close to making her cry. She took a deep breath and looked him in the eye, her green orbs flashing in rage and glimmering with welling tears. “If you’re saying this just because you missed me now, and then later on you decide I’m just a stop a long your way to your stupid Gryffindor nobility shit then please, Colin, keep your mouth shut and try not to hurt me this time.”
A sob escaped from her at the end of her outburst, and she looked away to hastily wipe the tears that fell despite her efforts to keep them in.
Oh god, she was crying. Colin didn’t know what to do. He knew what he wanted to do; go over to her and make it stop, but he did not know if that would be best, seeing as she had rejected his initial attempt at close proximity. Besides, he wouldn’t know what the fuck to do if he did approach. He took a step forward by instinct and then stopped, his jaw tightening in frustration.
“I’m sorry. Tori…Astoria, I’m sorry. I can’t say that enough. I can’t say how much. But I really really am. I hope you know that.”
(Source: gryffindorbehindthelens)
OOC:
Oh Cori, let’s get to the passionate makeout session lol
OOC: We’ll get there Laura! :D
Astoria’s coldness was almost physically affecting him, and Colin rubbed his lips together as he stopped himself from just literally shaking her out of this state.
“Is your mom treating you okay?” He asked her, concerned. He was probably seeming like a blabbering idiot with these questions (fuck, he was being a blabbering idiot, actually) but he was also concerned about the old bitch’s—sorry, witch’s—treatment of her daughter as much as he wanted to keep the conversation going.
“We haven’t spoken,” said Astoria, walking over to the nearest swing and sitting down on it. For some reason, she suddenly felt exhausted at the mention of her mother from Colin, like all the sleepless nights and bottles of firewhiskey and stressful reminiscing had finally caught up to her.
Not meeting his eyes, she spoke once more. “Look, I did not come here to pretend like nothing’s happened, Creevey.” Her statement contained words otherwise offensive, but all hostility got canceled out by the sad way she delivered them. “It’s either you give me a made up mind—if you’re even still deciding—or we don’t talk at all. I just wanted a short escape from my hellhole, so really, your company’s more than enough…”
Colin frowned, her words stinging his pride a little. He was concerned. Really. But Astoria also had a point, and his concern was as welcome as his Muggle blood in her society.
He pulled himself into his full height and drew his hands out from his pocket, letting them dangle on his sides a little awkwardly, just to give import to what he was going to say next. “I’ve made up my mind.”
He didn’t have to say it out loud, the silence was too fragile it broke at the slightest whoosh of the wind, and soft as his voice was, he knew he had nonetheless still sounded firm and final.
I should’ve brought the darn roses, after all…
I fucking told you.
I know, I know. So. Fucking. Stupid.
gryffindorbehindthelens replied to your post: OOC: Guys……I’m super excited for the battle, I…
OOC: I CAN SAVE YOU OMG LEMME SAVE YOU!!! But then again I dont know if I’ll be on :/But…….doesnt Colin die at the battle? Or are you not dying?
OOC: OH MY GOD WHY, DO YOU WANT COLIN TO DIE?! CAN’T COLIN LIVE? CAN’T HE???
OOC: ASTORIA WILL DIE WITH HIM GODDAMMIT
OOC: I don’t want them to die. But that would be epic. BUT LOL NO I DONT WANT THEM TO DIE
gryffindorbehindthelens replied to your post: OOC: Guys……I’m super excited for the battle, I…
OOC: I CAN SAVE YOU OMG LEMME SAVE YOU!!! But then again I dont know if I’ll be on :/But…….doesnt Colin die at the battle? Or are you not dying?
OOC: OH MY GOD WHY, DO YOU WANT COLIN TO DIE?! CAN’T COLIN LIVE? CAN’T HE???
I was expecting Colin to live, hahah. Fred isn’t dying, either.
Oh thank heavens.
gryffindorbehindthelens replied to your post: OOC: Guys……I’m super excited for the battle, I…
OOC: I CAN SAVE YOU OMG LEMME SAVE YOU!!! But then again I dont know if I’ll be on :/But…….doesnt Colin die at the battle? Or are you not dying?
OOC: OH MY GOD WHY, DO YOU WANT COLIN TO DIE?! CAN’T COLIN LIVE? CAN’T HE???
